I'm feeling really tired lately. And it feels like everything is hitting me as hard. Being a mother is hard. Getting out of bed is hard. Life. is. hard. I don't feel like doing this anymore.
Today was weird. I woke up...and then fell back asleep...like a million times. I don't know what's wrong with me but I literally can't keep my eyes open. And this happens to be a day that my husband was working so I had to care for the kids--prepare meals, keep them entertained, make peace among them, take the dog out, etc. But I could not will myself to move for the most part. So they frustrated me quite a bit.... They are always so loud, constantly fighting, eating everything, and never ever listening to me. Never.
I'm. so. tired.
It's days like today...or really like the past two weeks...that make me wonder why I do any of this. What's the purpose anymore? I really don't know...
But...I'll keep going. I have to keep going.
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