Now granted, they could have just saw me at the grocery store in my pink shirt and brown sandals and then made this up. But the main thing that made me catch my breath was "marriage". How did they know I needed prayer for my marriage?
At the time, I let them pray over me. And I cried. In that moment, it touched me and I knew God was speaking to me. But I didn't listen. Although I knew this was a moment God was using to give me what I needed, although I was convicted and felt in my heart the right thing was to turn to God and fix what was broken, I didn't do anything about it.
I went to a friend's church today. I have felt like I don't fit at my church anymore since this recent development in my life. I don't want to go in detail about why, but it just doesn't feel right, not right now. I am sure I will go back eventually, but at this time, I believe that God is telling me I need a different place that will make me feel God completely.
The message was good. I needed to hear it. It reaffirmed my walk right now. I can do this, because I have God.
"Even if an army gathers against me, my heart will not be afraid. Even if war rises against me, I will be sure of You." --Psalm 27:3But I still felt incomplete upon leaving the church. I was driving home, and right as I got to my house, instead of pulling into my driveway, I remembered those prayer warriors that found me in that parking lot that day. So I went to that church. Their service had ended, everyone had left. The only people that were still there were three of the four that prayed for me that day. I told them about it and all of them remembered. Immediately they hugged me and asked to pray for me again. I sat and they talked to me and prayed for me for 20 minutes. Before I left, they gave me their personal cell phone numbers and their email addresses and said not to ever hesitate to contact them at any moment that I felt weak.
Thank you, God! I needed them right now! I feel loved by a lot of people, don't get me wrong, but I needed a body of believers that were so unbiased about what is going on in my life and were so connected with God that they were drawn to me knowing this was going to happen even years before it did. They've been praying for me ever since. Never knew my name, never knew my life, just knew I needed it. And here I am.
"Again I say to you, if two of you agree on earth about anything they ask, it will be done for them by my Father in heaven." --Matthew 18:19
So good to hear! I'm glad you found a place and people that made you feel loved and safe. God is so powerful.
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